you've got mail

ok....maybe this will allow me to actually get a blog entry written. the libraby is killing me with it's non allowance of certain things. it's not like I'm posting any bad swear words or cusses. Is that a word? So, yeah....I got text'ed last night. and it made me giggle and scream. I'm such a girl and I love it. my roommates, god bless them are full of jokes and stuff. it's cute. and just beginning. so let's not jump Kristen. but seriously...he's a lot of wonder all wrapped up in this package that I just want to open. but open with caution I will. it's good that I'm going to Omaha this weekend where I will spend time with my froggie friend Katelynn. Sheeesh it's been 2 whole years for sure since I've embraced her in a tight best girl-friend hug. and her hubbie, oh that's wooly monster with extravagent heart. to spend time with them brings my heart joy already.
so, yeah though...it's like the movie, "You've got Mail." To fall on my knees, scream, giggle and be so happy that "You've been text'd" makes me just smile with a quirky sort of half grin/half I know somethings happening in my spirit deal. Anyways, like I wrote yesterday I have to remind myself...it's okay to enjoy this and yet, keep a check. Oh Growth...you are my life time friend...except for my Jesus, cause he's my lover and my closest deepest darkest bestest friend. Raise your glasses kids....and toast with me to change, growth and everything that comes along with it. beginnings and endings. hard work and tears. Sweat. Blood. Joy. Sorrow. mourning. loss. Life. oh how sentimental and tender I am!! toot your own horn go on...toot away...it's good for the soul to let loose somedays. I'm off to stare at art.