doing a little bit of reading

Re-reading my journals. So helpful...knowing where I have come from. What I have and haven't done. The key words that tend to stand out, catch your eye, scream at you from the pages. Things I want. Things I used to want and no longer due. Things I don't want, ever. People. Their impacts on my life. And I like reading what I write. It gives me such insight to my world. I think that's why I like blog too. It's my online journal. A place to share with you all what I think and an insight into my world, my life, my heart and soul. And today and lately, I haven't wanted to. I think the feeling of needing people scares me. Especially when I really do. Like in the last week or so. Like the black dog said..."Don’t fear the vulnerability, the wall you build to protect yourself takes too much effort in this short life."
Is that why so often I feel tired even when I haven't been working? I will end with this quote that I also posted on my xanga site earlier cause blog was giving me so much trouble.

"I certainly do not hope to alter the world, perhaps I can put it best by saying I hope to alter my own vision of the world. I want to be more and more myself as ridiculous as that may sound."
And I want to share that self with the world. So, here's to becoming more and more of ourselves and sharing it with others who are doing the same thing!