Kristen

currently figuring out what the hell it means to not be defined by the lack of phone calls or comments or letters I get. Or not being the most popular girl on the block for the first time in my life. Or surronded by adoring men. Or people who need me to save them or the ones I think do. Or my family and all the dysfunctional beauty they bring and I help create. Or anything remotely close to what I know or knew.
But solely the beloved. a lamb.
Listening.
Weeping.
waiting.
learning.
being transformed.
slowly but surely.
for real.