Hunting and and an UPDATE

Life's been a little crazy these days. I am talking seriously OUT OF MY ELEMENT. But so loving it. At least the hunting part, being out of my element and the stress headaches. I spent the last three weekends "in the woods" as people say it.
And it's primal.
And it's very sensual.
And it's soul filling.
And it's Montana at it's best.
And it's strange.
Cause I don't get it.
You are out there, amongst the animals.
In their habitat. I don't habitate in the woods, well at least not often. Ok, wait, my cabin is in the woods. And I do live there. In the woods, but you know what I mean? The animals LIVE there, always. They sleep, eat, make whoopie, poop, constantly. They don't leave the woods. Ok, unless to run for deer God's sake across the road looking for more woods.
And so you're out there, walking in the leaves and sticks and brush looking for them in their home. And it's quiet. Very, very quiet. You barely talk. And it's so peaceful. And you walk forever. And your calves hurt. But it's that hurt that you learn to love.
I loved it. and I love it. And I love what I am learning. I love learning new stuff. And I love the people I am doing it with. They are great friends and I grow to further love them daily.

And then there's the rest of my week. Or weeks. Work.
It's insane stress right now. That I don't even get. I don't get stress. And how it hurts your head. I have had 3 of them. HEAVY ones and they hurt. But, it's because I care. I care a lot about my work. I'm actually passionate about it. Not just beer. But, the whole place. And my co-workers and the product we produce and life here. I have a lot of responsibility on my plate and so I haven't been updating. I read. I still click on your sights and catch up. But, that's what happens with adult stuff. You get busy. And you lose actual touch, but you remain connected. That's what
Frogger tells me and I am thankful. I guess that's what has been changing. I am living and just for today without thinking too much about it all. I am too busy to think too much. And I LOVE IT! Not being so busy, but not over thinking it all. And so I'm just trying everyday to choose greatfulness and love and today. And it's working.

So to all who have been clicking only to find nothing new. I love you!

Lastest and greatest further update:
I forgot a couple of major things for those who want to know.
*Ian and I broke up but it's ok. It's not easy getting over our relationship. Because, I miss my friend a lot. Daily.
Yet, he's living in Vail working at a resort and I smile everytime I think about him being there though. A ski town, and cooking. What better of a fit, huh? Seriously, it's the best life could pretty much offer someone so wonderful at this point and time.
*I"m still working 2 jobs. Taking time for myself though. I start my EMT class in January. And that will be great, less work, more learning, more play!
*My family rocks. I keep in a lot of contact with each of them these days and it makes my heart super happy. P LO, Kate and Mike's 3 boy is awesome! I babysit for them every once in awhile and it's fantastic. My nephews as usual, are the bestest in the world. Cause they are mine and I love them so very much!
*I have awesome friends here. It took me til after my one year mark to know and trust. I guess I have issues. Na, it just takes longer as you get older to make and keep friends. Cause life isn't as peachy easy as when you were in grade school every day together. You actually have to try now. Go figure! Thanks for loving me Alesha and ")Ashley!! My two "A" girls!
*AND last but certainly not least, I moved into a cabin in the woods and honestly it deserves it's VERY OWN PERSONAL POST. So, I end with anticipation of that post. Pictures and all. PROMISE.
So, PAZ my friends. My loved ones. My web seeking compadres. (Paz is stolen from Nathan and Kramer, who I believe stole it from somewhere else, "but ya gots ta give credit where credit's due, I thank the bank for the money, thank God for you")

Apparently, I am silly and didn't even quote the men correctly. I believe it to be PAZ, and it's PAX. I think it funny, but almost rude to misquote someone. So, applogies are out. Sorry brothers!