sickness

I have been sick now for over 4 weeks and I can't seem to kick it. The weirdest part is that I NEVER get sick like this. Sometimes, rarely, I'll get a cold and it'll hit me hard, but never like this. 4 weeks straight of nothing but green stuff coming out of my nose and choking my throat. I hate even talking about it and if K8 happens to read this she might just throw up. So I'll stop. But I'm doing everything I can now. Echinachia Golden Seal, Immune boost, viatmin C, vaporizors, ect. And Megan is sending me crap in the mail. How cute is that. My best friend Megan is sending me get well stuff from Florida. The land of heat. I am headed to the clinic to see if I can also get a prescprition in 10 min.
Tonight I am having Christmas with my boyfriend and his family. It should be really nice to be with them. It always intrests me how people celebrate different holidays and I get another chance to see a family at it. Celebrating. I love the discipline and I love this time of year. My mom is so good at helping remind us kids about Advent. The preparation of the coming of Christ. What a time. And I am not in a home church currently so, it's hard. It's part of my New Year's Resolution to find a home church though. It's been way too long. There is something to be said for let us not neglect to gather together. I have neglected it in Montana for way too long. So, as I head into Christmas I also think of New Year and a time to set some new goals. I have been working only at learning about my meds for the last 4 months and now I think it's time to make some decisions. Decisions that aren't jump into the pool without looking or checking the temp of water, but decisions that are based from a place of stability and love. And that my friends is a wonderful feeling. over and out the door to the Dr.