sunshine

tis a great day in the Flathead Valley.
I am full of anticipation and excitement because I get to go to CHICAGO in about 10 days!!! and Perhaps just maybe if I can figure it out, New York and Orlando to see HP and Meggs and her baby Matthew. I am working diligantly to book this kind of ticket. I wish I wasn't waiting on my Tax return so badly. Depending on that money is almost silly to me, but cash is cash, yes?

So, I am only 39 days away from leaving Montana and moving to California for a year to pursue my degree in Cosmetology. It's strange because it's moving forward and it's good and it's hard. I look into Ty's eyes and I know it will be very weird without him in my daily life. I know that moving to Montana was a great decision for me. It was hard because I left everything I knew and went to the unknown. A town of 750? WHAT?!?! But, I had my sister there every day if I needed her. And it's been a journey. Once again I am leaving everything I have known and made and planted here and moving towards the unknown. And now, honestly I am scared a little bit to be really entireally on my own. Dad is near, for sure, but this is Kristen...Me, on my own in a HUGE city. Ok, so kind of exactly like when I went to Arizona. And I did ok there. I guess change is scary though. Huh? It holds all of the emotions that are running through me at this moment in it's pretty hands. Fear, excitement, nervousness, anticipation, eagerness, happiness, lonlieness, etc.
Hmmm, what will it be like?


Today, I have enough to live in though. And I must remind myself of this fact. Of this truth. No day but today.

So, I'm off to go get my hair cut and then work out, and then spend some time with my man. Because that's what today is all about. May you choose to love and live in today those closest to you and be real with them and be near them and tell them you love them. And may you have a wonderful hair day or hair cut.