Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

i am very angry at blogger today. it wouldn't let me really post. upsetting to say the least. and on here for some reason I cannot make things pretty. no fonts. not colors. anger seething through my veins.
met a boy. well he's technically a man. his name is J. J, is an art teacher. He's an artist first and foremost though. he's wonderful. and although i usually find myself entering our character joel's world of falling in love with men who barely look at me from across the room...i have not. i do find myself wanting to talk with him more though. and his mom. she's wonderful. her name's barbie and her husband for real is ken. isn't that cute? anyway, he paints and draws and does photo graphy. that's how you are supposed to say it you know? or at least that's what I am told. yeah, so...hmmm what to say.
the movie eternal sunshine of a spotless mind is phenom. seriously kids...it's record breakingly amazing. I loved it. the romantic in me wished for a love that finds its way back through anything. the kid in me cried out to remember things that I have forgotten. the dreamer in me dreamed that night of a thousand different things. so unique is the beauty of the brain. it fasinates me beyond conversation. deep in my own brain something is turned on...something sparked...something brought to life. i am starving right now and must be on my way. ADD at it's best kids