feeling kind of groovy

So the cat, she's out of heat. For ever.
yes, today our kitten is getting "taken care of."
I don't really like the other word so I'm going to just say that. I mean what is it with castration and nuetering in my life? The last three days at Emmett's we've had a special on that Roasted Capon. Do you know what a capon is?
Well, let me tell you. It's a rooster that is castrated early on in life so as to make it grow to an abnormal size. This is what I am to know and try to convey to a table when they inquire, "Kristen, what is capon ?" How in the hell do you sell something like that without making people feel awkward? It's impossible. That's why we can never sell it. DAMN the MAN.
Anywho...I am still Totally Fasinated with Phantom . The music is constantly resonating through my mind and sometimes comes out of my lips and then I realize I am not an opera singer. SHUCKS!
I am taking the bull of friendship and life ownership by the horns today and moving forward! I am feeling empowered or is it impowered. Either way, my bff Katelynn helped move me this way. It's like she writes, "See, that's what it all about, support and the ability to ground one another, to remind each other of who we are when we ourselves our blinded by the chaos of the moment." And I say, yes and yes and yes. Props must go out to
Megan as well for listening to me ramble through my thoughts last night during the Golden Globes.
With all the talk about being in heat, I think yesterday I was in a form of it. Or super super needy. Which I have learned to be ok with. Being needy is not always a bad thing. Back to the story. Yesterday after I got off work, I just wanted to be waited on. Served if you will. So I ordered a Buffalo Sirloin topped with blue cheese, onion rings, a side of mashed potatoes and fresh green beans. Oh and a DUNKLE. Yummy! I sat and ate to my heart's delight and then I cuddled with my co-workers Kramer, Eric and Nathan. I was in the mood to snuggle. It was one of those nights where having a fireplace, a glass of wine and a man in which to nuzzle my head under his arm and find the cuddly spot on his chest would be perfection. Much to my dismay, I don't have a fireplace or a man, and drinking wine by yourself is not my idea of fun (NOT slamming anyone that enjoys this, just preference).
So, I put on a big sweatshirt that doesn't belong to me that says, "FEAR NO ART", and felt a little like I was snuggling. Cause it's so big and fluffy and warm. I love big hoodies. I'm holding it for ransom and I guess wearing it is part of the deal. I may just need to go out and find myself a wonderfully soft big hoodie that says something great like, "Phantom of the Opera." SHOOT you know I'd wear it to. I have to go now and get ready for work. oh work, oh work how I love you work. You bring in $ and you give me 1/2 an outlet for this extrovert to be filled. Oh work...and I just got an extra shift at *$'s for tomorrow. Never mind what a day off looks like, wait. NO. I have the whole day off on Friday. WOOOO HOOOO!!! and with that...I'm outski's.