And so are the days of our lives

wow...what a long strange trip it's been.
The last couple of weeks.
Yesterday.
I was involved in what you might just call an intervention last night.
It went quite well and here's only to hoping and loving that he'll begin rehab.
shoot.
light bulbs are going on left and right.
last night before the big "I", I was sitting at the bar with a co-worker when all of a sudden I realized for the first time that I can now laugh at myself. This is not only one of the hugest breakthru's in my life, it's freedom in a whole new sense.
kate spoke all about it. The moment you begin to see yourself as you are and yet also the person you've so longed to be. That they are becoming one. That you are morphing...or have morphed or something wonderful like that. It's like this picture of hers....I need to ask first...hang on...
she let me...here it is...


TRANSFORMATION
Shoot...what does that mean...
*Not completion, or arrival
*Being defined by: I am a child of God who is so loved
*Realizing I am loved.
* A lot
*And that I love me
*RESPONSIBLITY
*Choosing to follow my heart
*Rewinding old tapes and recording over them new lyrics
*Living daily
*Mountain air does a lot for your soul
*Rejuvination
*Shedding old skin
*Still making mistakes
*Knowing truth and acting on it
*freedom to love others just where they are at....just as they are
*not fixing, fading or pushing
*Quiet
*Yoga
*Fruit smoothies in the morning
*A new nalgene (it's hot pink, I LOVE IT!!!)
*dancing again
*Not fearing what others think always
*Hurricane Trinity
*Long Grove, laundry and a bottle of great wine
*and realizing that it's not always about me...aka: taking my head out of my own ass and listening!!!

GLORY BE TO THE FATHER AND TO THE SON AND TO THE HOLY GHOST. AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING IS NOW AND EVER SHALL BE...
AMEN