those who read...total ramblings today

I heard of another blog victim yesterday. Yes, it's true. Another one of us that has added stalking to our list of TO DO's. SO to the newest member, welcome. And try not to read too much into these ramblings because assumptions we all know make an ass out of u and me. However, when/if you decide to get the balls and throw your personal thoughts out to all those who may read, let me know. I'd love to see you writing more.

In other news...sometimes you make awesome decisions based on desires. And yet, they make you realize the deepest parts of you that are still out there aching to be filled. And yes that is the scariest part about it all. Choosing what you want and going after it. But oh it feels so good. Knowing what I'm worth, who I am, and belieivng it is impowering.

Still in other news...Closer is now out on DVD and I want to buy it because I am a tragedy freak. I love the sorrow that comes with reality. Because it reminds me that we are alive. And then free, when you feel pain you move past it. And although life speaks to us of the shit, there is always sunshine after the shit. What an irony.

Finally...I think part of my new outcome comes from the latest book I am reading. "He's just not into you"
Girls...it's a must read. It's the funniest! And it reminds women that they don't have to make excuses for the men in their lives, but live in reality and not put up with the shit that sometimes we chose to put up with just so that we can "feel" loved. I am totally encourged by Greg's words. He shoots straight. What a breath of fresh air. The best part is that it brings humor into the stupid things we all do.