last night

Last night I also connected with one Kimberly Joy Lowistski(sp?). She and I talked about death and choices and hope and fear. We spoke of smiles, and hidden feelings. Of friends and family, hurt and pain. Depression and healing. How big is God? And I was hopeful for the first time in days. Because, god is big enough. He doesn't change. His desire is for us to be transformed. And he longs for us to live in freedom. Complete freedom. There are so many questions and so many hurting. But there is a lot of hope. PERIOD. And being able to have redemptive conversations with Kim and Jason last night reminded me of what a great God you've been to me. To us all. You are the God who calls us into our fear to experience freedom. The Father who walks with us through the valley of the shadow of death. I shall fear no evil. For thou art with me. The Jesus who understands the lack of seeing hope in this world. The Spirit that brings my sound mind, reminds me of love and gives me power in times when I need it. God, be for us all, all you are. All parts of you, ministering and working on the hearts of your favorite thing, humanity. May we realize all you are, holding you to your truth. Your promises. And God, may you be glorified.
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The big teeth kind of smile.
The big heart type of girl.
Passion.
Spite.
I remember the day I met her.
Jeff and Janie.
A girl who needed a father figure.
So young and so overly mature for her age, 14-15.
missions.
frisbee fun.
Reminds me of Kelly.

In remembrance of Laurie.